blow me away
i’m at such a fantastic place in my life right now that it almost seems logical that a fun little love should emerge. i really feel like i’m at a place where someone could really compliment my life well and despite how much i love this town, it really is a bit slow-paced and some mind-blowing connection with a mega babe would probably make things 100% perfect.
at the same time though, i’m not putting on a front when i say i’m completely content with not being in a relationship at the moment. my abroad romances were wonderful but it obviously was not very realistic to commit to something in a temporary setting that was almost too beautiful for comprehension. i guess the whole drunken make out, sleepover, and then waking up and laughing to myself at my awkward life and then bee-lining to the door so i can call my bff and [whilst still drunk from the night before] gossip sesh is getting a bit overplayed. i’m ready for some substance and as much as i love pseudo-dating my best friends sans sexual relations, i suppose it’s time to grow up and do the whole boyfriend thing. at least for a second, right?
